Mark, not a fool, certainly; rather a bereaved husband. I am reminded of "A Grief Observed" by C.S. Lewis. I am connected to Emily now through your writing. Keep writing for us.
Thanks Louisa - I really think I read a Grief Observed but it would have been in the last Millenium that I read any C.S. Lewis - I might be adding it to my stack. Emily is part of everything I write - unless it's about a flying or motorcycle experience. But I'll be keeping her at an arm's length for a while.
Thanks to Emily's suggestion, I am aware of you and through you connected to her during the last months ? Anyway, I am grateful that I followed her advice to subscribe to your substack. Thanks to that, something remains of my original connection with her.
You could have written 10,000 words that would not have said as much as this short, poignant piece. God bless you, Mark and thank you for sharing these thoughts with us.
Thanks for the kind words and compliment, Jim. I'm afraid my experience is not that unique. A neighbor a mere stone's throw away could also be going through the same challenges - just without the forum or incentive to share
and the night kisses but mostly the continual exchanging of thoughts in between - on almost trivial things all the way to existential things, worldly things to ethereal and the supernatural.
Mark, not a fool, certainly; rather a bereaved husband. I am reminded of "A Grief Observed" by C.S. Lewis. I am connected to Emily now through your writing. Keep writing for us.
Thanks Louisa - I really think I read a Grief Observed but it would have been in the last Millenium that I read any C.S. Lewis - I might be adding it to my stack. Emily is part of everything I write - unless it's about a flying or motorcycle experience. But I'll be keeping her at an arm's length for a while.
Thanks to Emily's suggestion, I am aware of you and through you connected to her during the last months ? Anyway, I am grateful that I followed her advice to subscribe to your substack. Thanks to that, something remains of my original connection with her.
You could have written 10,000 words that would not have said as much as this short, poignant piece. God bless you, Mark and thank you for sharing these thoughts with us.
Thanks for the kind words and compliment, Jim. I'm afraid my experience is not that unique. A neighbor a mere stone's throw away could also be going through the same challenges - just without the forum or incentive to share
A sure sacred space, Mark.
So beautiful, Mark. Thank you for sharing this poignant moment with all of us and trusting us to understand.
Thank you, Sharon. Those thoughts have been overflowing and not to be contained.
I understand, Mark. I am going through it myself. It has taken years to live comfortably with this grief.
Perspective and experience matter whether it's good or bad experience.
I hadn’t read this until today . I have been thinking about her alot today. I am sure you miss those morning kisses
and the night kisses but mostly the continual exchanging of thoughts in between - on almost trivial things all the way to existential things, worldly things to ethereal and the supernatural.
Thanks Alyssa
Oh Mark, my brother.